Last night I felt very unnerved about something and I could not understand why. Feeling this way I wanted # 5 sibling to hangout. I called the mother and she was not available and I felt really uneasy. After feeling this way I tried calling the Grandparents and somehow the phone was picked up and I heard the grandmother talking and directing someone not to pick up the phone. F*****! I called the sheriff's office and holy sh**! Not surprising but just, "dammit!" Well now, "what to do?" Already my relationship with the Grandparents is f***ed and they do not trust me and even though I understand I do not wish to admit why. My own selfishness blows everything out of proportion and one-sided. I wanted to attack and pounce on the element of her compromised situation. (jailed).
Monday- Things are working out for everyone and I really do not want to mess with anything.
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