Monday, November 25, 2013
I am not lonely, just celibate...
November and cold outside. I haven't the need for human companionship lately....having a cat now to keep me company. Laying in bed and "Microsoft Security Essentials", scan my computer...staring at the progress bar...what simple pleasure. Facebook has most of my shared thoughts and ideas with the world...sort of a prayer out loud and in real time. I have ditched cable for youtube...and web browsing everything that would catch my attention. All the world moves gloriously about me...just knowing I am right where I need to be...not groping or grabbing at things...admire what I am aware of...a cue to my own conscience...Living In-Kind.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
"Tyranny in Pride!"
This thought occurred while spy hearing between the lines. "Women's Scorn!" Please forgive me...
Saturday, June 29, 2013
How to love a women?
Who is to say we already know? Really? Obviously you, which is me, don't really know! Running weakly, clasping at afterthoughts, victory or sham. Uncertain beings wandering thru the seas.
"Running weakly..", as if not your honest best.
"Clasping at afterthoughts..", resentment of things done or undone.
Just a start of POETRY?
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Summer Solstice
"Doggone darn IT!"
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2013/06/130621-summer-solstice-2013-longest-day-sun-earth-space-science/
Well, i will start by saying, I had dreams last night but am rested this morning. Have not had a drink for a few weeks now and am feeling good. Anyway i was thinking back in High School and remembered my first Sci-Fi Book, "Brave New World", by Aldous Huxley. It was a hard book to read for me, reading was a poor subject for me growing up and going to school up to when I was assigned this reading by our famed and beloved Mr. T, English 3 or 4. I tried but, and completed the tasked without smart-phones like today. To look up words, with a regular pocket dictionary, was bulky and cumbersome resource. Winging it through I really missed out, I finally realized during my Final with Mr. T; because they were not written book reports, but verbal. He read all material that was assigned to all his students, that was his personal and empowering method. After high school and living in Corpus my transportation was the Transit Authority. Long waits and stops on the way to destination, I had to keep myself occupied, I bought my first sci-fi book, Isaac Asimov's, "Robots Of Dawn". Yes, I did and I promise, watching the Movie will not and does not give the late Isaac Asimov's creative genius, justice. Then I lived as a very worldly being, stuck in the chaos' life as my own Dante's Inferno. Then my sincerest desire to know myself as when i was a child has driven me to read and "improve myself".
http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2013/06/130621-summer-solstice-2013-longest-day-sun-earth-space-science/
Well, i will start by saying, I had dreams last night but am rested this morning. Have not had a drink for a few weeks now and am feeling good. Anyway i was thinking back in High School and remembered my first Sci-Fi Book, "Brave New World", by Aldous Huxley. It was a hard book to read for me, reading was a poor subject for me growing up and going to school up to when I was assigned this reading by our famed and beloved Mr. T, English 3 or 4. I tried but, and completed the tasked without smart-phones like today. To look up words, with a regular pocket dictionary, was bulky and cumbersome resource. Winging it through I really missed out, I finally realized during my Final with Mr. T; because they were not written book reports, but verbal. He read all material that was assigned to all his students, that was his personal and empowering method. After high school and living in Corpus my transportation was the Transit Authority. Long waits and stops on the way to destination, I had to keep myself occupied, I bought my first sci-fi book, Isaac Asimov's, "Robots Of Dawn". Yes, I did and I promise, watching the Movie will not and does not give the late Isaac Asimov's creative genius, justice. Then I lived as a very worldly being, stuck in the chaos' life as my own Dante's Inferno. Then my sincerest desire to know myself as when i was a child has driven me to read and "improve myself".
Saturday, June 15, 2013
Sunday, June 9, 2013
June 9, 2013- Sunday
Been a lazy day, but cool. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JlKBIoAr9g
I suggested this movie and today I finally was able to watch. Obviously I've been doing some serious introspective work and have been using Facebook to share most all of my suggested reading material and photos. My efforts are to share as spontaneously as possible and most times my iphone is always with me and it is easier for me to post thru Facebook (Christopher Fernando Rivas "Chris Rivas") I am also on twitter (@cfrivas). Somehow I wish I could upload a Gnostic Lecture which has been influential in my efforts into becoming a better person and suggested "The Secret Gate to Eden. I am on Tumblr too as (cfrivas1). Soon i will create a web page so that I could upload all my reading materials and photographs. All these efforts will be under the umbrella of inspiration of this blog "Living In-Kind"
I suggested this movie and today I finally was able to watch. Obviously I've been doing some serious introspective work and have been using Facebook to share most all of my suggested reading material and photos. My efforts are to share as spontaneously as possible and most times my iphone is always with me and it is easier for me to post thru Facebook (Christopher Fernando Rivas "Chris Rivas") I am also on twitter (@cfrivas). Somehow I wish I could upload a Gnostic Lecture which has been influential in my efforts into becoming a better person and suggested "The Secret Gate to Eden. I am on Tumblr too as (cfrivas1). Soon i will create a web page so that I could upload all my reading materials and photographs. All these efforts will be under the umbrella of inspiration of this blog "Living In-Kind"
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Celibacy Practiced
I've been reading this material for some time now and will try to keep up with this "Living In-Kind" Blog too.
Aug. 17, 2013-
I finally finished this morning at 4:30. I initially started a few months back. The struggle with my closed minded mess. I still must re-read, taking extra time into reading every biblical reference. I am sort of glad that I was never really forced fed a specific doctrine growing up. I still seek more and am at odds with sharing my being with others. Years of television, movies, and misguided history. Prejudices, spite, ("take what I can and careful not to share"), and lies. Puffed up rigorous ego and the denial of the feminine of mine duality.
"Oh God, forgive my ignorance as I seek your truth. I shall fear no evil nor death, your protection shall reign likewise with my private conscience, only God knows and will punish or reward according to my works. I shall trust not my lower passions, shield me from temptation. (Lords Prayer)"
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